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February 17th, 2007] |
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have you heard the news that youre dead ?
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[Tuesday
December 19th, 2006] |
a note i wrote to myself on the back of a credit card statement at 4:46 am on december 19, 2006 :
hey. dont ever go on another date again. ever. no, really.
just dont.
im telling you .. its just bad news.
really. you will regret it.
just go listen to the smiths you fool. ( honestly, i even misspelled fool. i wrote "foal" instead. contrary to popular belief, i am not a young horse that is under a year old.)
love me.
the note was rolled up (neatly) and tucked into that empty bottle of red wine under my bed.
how typical is that.
anyway.
tonight at work will noon (ex- breaking pangea as i lovingly referred to him as) came in and was larking around with three jerks. hes you know, the drummer of straylight run.
i care less about his band and more about the fact that he is small and has glasses, and wears nice jeans.
whatever.
im not even going to sleep now but im going to pretend like i am.
im so happy i disabled comments in this stupid thing.
naked pics maybe soon to come.
night.
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[Monday
December 11th, 2006] |
so its done.
i havent written in this in a year but sadly my friends are calling.
jewtopia is officially over this year .. mazel tov or whatnot.
after my sister heard the news, she went on her rant about "one faux boyfriend down, several million more to go" and went on a hunt for our scissors.
and we cut most of my hair off. again.
after i did this the last time this happened.
well now i have bangs.
its odd but cool and ill get used to it and besides isnt it tradition anyway.
i was sitting with lili today after i woke up,
talking about santa
(and having to go along with it since my cousins are still traumatized by my maniacal tirade last year "santa is not real and neither is your freedom : why the adult population of america continually lies to you") and she goes "buh buh santa la la lhuh fush i want a doggy bug"
in baby language.
it was cute.
anyway im in a bad mood
and i have to go to work later
so au revoir bellas.
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[Saturday
August 26th, 2006] |
right now, im making a shirt for my sister and we are listening to neutral milk hotel and i dont know why i am writing.
and it just came to my attn that my lj is NOT COOL, NO ONE READS IT, and WHY DO I BOTHER WRITING so idk,
if anyone reads this i will start writing entertaining things.
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[Wednesday
August 23rd, 2006] |
i feel like a zombie shuffling around.
some pics to show you whats up with my life.
( zombie trade center
<a href= )
just whatev to my life ..
oh and i need a date to ted leo and the pharmacists on friday,
im not taking the train home alone by myself.
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[Tuesday
August 8th, 2006] |
so im annoyed.
i dont really do much of anything, im kind of a loser and im not much fun,
so why do people get the idea into their heads to talk about me ?
i have a little group of friends, and i try to be nice and polite all the time and not bother anybody,
and yet somehow people get off on the ideas of starting rumors about me.
i mean honestly thats the only thing i can think of, is that whoevers doing this is just getting off on it, the last time it happened the rumor was so untrue i was shocked.
so, whatever. my mommy says the people who start things like this are just jealous (of what i dont know) so whatever, i will try not to let it bother me.
ciao bellas.
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[Monday
July 31st, 2006] |
wow so . . . i actually had an amazing day.
i woke up early and anthony came to get me and we went to the mall.
we literally dicked around the mall for hours, just goofing off and picking out clothes because he wears really nice ones.
we goofed off and talked and connected and it felt good.
he is really a nice nice boy.
after, he brought me to laurens and peaced out,
but before he did he gave me the little orange muppet in his car.
for some reason that really meant a lot to me,
so i named it frances after him, and i held onto it for the rest of the night.
we picked up rm in middle village, had pizza, went to long beach.
sang queen songs most of the way.
anthony texted me all night and for the first time in awhile im feeling better about a lot of things.
i talked to aunt mel today, and she felt good, and i feel like i cant smile any bigger than i am now !
so bye<3
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[Sunday
July 30th, 2006] |
this week has been hell,
and a preview of what life is going to be like for a little while.
im going to try to handle it though,
im gonna manage to keep going and ill get through it ok,
everyone will.
it is bringing me my strength back, and love from people i need it from.
other news, KYLE IS HOME. i missed him so much.
i almost cried when i saw him.
im glad hes back safe.
im off now to do a million things,
au revoir<3
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[Saturday
July 29th, 2006] |
the puzzle pieces
may or may not
[but probably may]
be starting to fall into place
with my life.
dont quote me on that,
but i saw a shooting star tonight.
a real one .. a big one.
and i made a wish on it ..
we will see if it comes true.
i dont need anything right now.
im happy.
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[Sunday
July 23rd, 2006] |
life is idk ..
i really dont know about anything anymore.
but im trying to stay posi ok !
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[Tuesday
July 18th, 2006] |
ok for the past few nights
ive been sleeping
but waking up with nosebleeds.
now-
my nose never bleeds ever
but
these are pretty bad.
the one tonight was the worst.
i dont want to tell my mom ..
and honestly,
im not scared of what it could be.
which is a bad sign.
so i guess if i die anytime soon,
thats why.
gosh could my life get any better over here ?
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[Monday
July 17th, 2006] |
fuck people being cruel.
what did i ever do to you ?
seriously ..
everybody is really getting to me.
grrr gr gr.
im taking another bubble bath.
today is too long and too hot for life.
i floated around in the pool for like ten hours,
randomly saying polo to the kids playing.
they were getting so pissed.
lau is finally home. finallllly.
id give anything not to be home right now.
ANYTHING.
am i awaaaaake.
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[Sunday
July 16th, 2006] |
if this lasts any longer,
i will completely lose it.
im serious. what is the point.
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[Sunday
July 16th, 2006] |
dear livejournal,
i really hate my life, and i wish i was dead !
love,
erin-kate.
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[Friday
July 14th, 2006] |
portion control, portion control.
i have been non-stop for twenty - six hours.
i just keep going, keep going.
running in place.
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[Friday
July 14th, 2006] |
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this will be updated after i sort my fucking life out mates.
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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006] |
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something in my life needs to change, and fast.
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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006] |
bonjour.
today was a long night at work.
too long .. it was crazy busy for the first five hours
and dead for the last.
i was much bored.
i made origami swans for the bartenders out of the seating lists.
they got a kick out of that.
peeps love my hair.
woooo.
tomorrow i am going running ugh.
oh well.
kyle leaves friday, i will mish him. sean too !
im also dogsitting next week and making mad cash.
so.
yes.
au revoir.
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[Tuesday
July 11th, 2006] |
hi it is 7 -11 day
i cut my hurr
i hurt my toe really bad
i dont have much to write
i am very tired
bon soir !
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[Thursday
July 6th, 2006] |
la la la im so tired today.
rian and i battled all day in mariokart, we took first and second places all eight games.
now im watching some stupid kids on a spelling bee, they are all completely nerds.
i called aunt melissa today, and she is feeling worse.
i cant believe how positive and upbeat she is about everything.
shes taking me to a barbeque on saturday, all her friends will be there, it will be nice.
tomorrow is potc 2, and i cant wait.
i did so much laundry today that if it wasnt a good thing it would be a crime.
ive seen this episode of csi already.
off i go to be a happy kid.
latazzzz.
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